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22 June 2010 @ 12:17 pm
it's beautiful when you lose something you thought you always wanted  
My predictions about my year of 19 have all been coming true.
The tarot question of how my summer will be like "THE DEVIL" lusty and playful is true.
The fact that a boy came into my life and there was lust and he was mr. right now is true.

When I came up with the term ECSTASTICLUSTMAGIC in January, I realize that I was predicting my own year.

ECSTATIC, ecstasy, overwhelming God revelations, altered states of happiness...January, February, March, April

LUST, PLAY, PLEASURE...May, June, July, August

MAGIC, WISHES, SYNCHRODESTINY, FULFILLMENT, DESTINY...September, October, Novermber, December

Let's see how this all plays together. I'm thankful for everything that has happened in the chaotic organized way it did. And if I could just imagine for myself that this beautiful year could get any more beautiful and tragic and lifechanging, I will.